Pretending pretending

I wonder why i dont think like them

Is it me and carolina all over again?

Or is it me and me all over again

I hate pretending 

Why is there ao much pretending

Isthere something wrong with me fir me to be pretended on

Or is it a normal thing people pretend to each other

It saddens me

I think am friends with someone relatives with someone

And i realise so much is hidden

Theyre closer to someone else

They prefer to not pretend with someone else

I feel lost

This time 

We went to jalepenos and all i got was one less of mine and a side of pretending 

And a side of tricking

Uggh when i remember 

I just want to know who he is! Such lies

No wonder my closest relative lie to me too and wear their sunglasses to hide their black eyes

But i dont have  black eyes

And i dont have sadness or pain

I was so happy to hear some people are like me 

Ya rab let me be like them

Yarab

I want to be kind 

I want to teach my family to be to be kind

Ya rab let me have a familya rab