Ramadan day 28- those pains...

I know

I cant get away from them

This time i have to accept them

Have to let them sink me

For i havnt been light

I havnt been light to my body nor kind

Nor happy

And so in return it hasntbeen nice to me

Like powercuts

It cutsitsmagic from meandjust barely 

Survives 

Ya allah samihni

For everything i have done to my body

How far i have driven it offshore

Andhow long i have neglected

I have been mubazira

I havebeen ananiya

I havebeen u grateful

Ya allah

Forgive me

For i have heaviness everywhere

But after this ramadan

Things have to get better

This time my worries must get lighter

But i must work harder

And make allah proud 

Things must change

For i am sinking

Like fadil

Care for your body and it will support your dreams