Boarding.. Not yet

Here i am 

Back again

Flying

To my dreams 

Feels like never that im around

But the around i am in hasnt worked

Feels crazy that ive done this to myself

Looking at others in a way ive never looked before

Wondering whats wrong with me

Knowing whats wrong with me

And anticipating the best without looking for the best

I have the best and yet i treat it like the worse

I have a kind man

One

No woman could dream of

And i am holding his eyes like a gem

For they glow

He always makes me happy

Always makes me proud

And its time to look pure within myself and save it all....