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If i lose my confidence

I lose my world

Its my guard my security

My flavour

And my ability

My confidence

Believing i can be who i want

Do what i want 

Say what i want

And actually do all those things

And Not be afraid

Sometimes i come arrogant sometimes showy sometimes proud and those are all things am willing to change but also theyare young compared to the darkness i would encounter if i was aconfident

And yet.... I am aconfident

Feeling like am not myself

So occupied by things i have no control over until i wither

Until the things i do have control over 

Are miserably done

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