dont be like this

its tupid to be sad when theres no need to
look at people who have every reason to be sad and theyre
not
its poor to be sadwhen you have everything to be happy
I know that Allah is trying to help me and teach me a lesson
and i know that i am weak
but being sad only makes me weaker



im stuck in this whirling cycle of imagination and wishing
cant even see i have what i wished for and what i should be happy about
cant even see
cant even feel
cant even try
just being sad all the time


its notright
its not
and i wont be like this
dont want tobe like this

ill never get anywhere like this