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I cant believe i joined a bootcamp for 2 weeks
Everyday ffrom monday
At 7
Whats the result at the  end?
Whats the benefit>?
To be happier
Not just healthier
Happier

I must change whats wrong about me
like being stubborn
like Being afraid of exercise
Being too weak 
like being angry

And i think im truly angry with myself
Because im not doing what i truly want

No one is stopping me but me
And i 
Want to begin a new page 
Soon he will come
Soon there's another chance 
Soon ill be in a new place
Soon it will be a new year
Soon will be here
And i dont want to be the same to meet soon