sent from my iphone 3_ happiness this way

I cant believe its here
Its still a dream
I feel like i cant go on
I feel like i wont get there
Ya rab help me
Ya rab help me
Ya rab let it go ok
Now later
Tonight
And then tommorow
I want your help
I crave it
Ya allah
After all this time
We will be connected again
I have done a lot of mistakes
But missing out on u will no longer be one
I know i havnt been as religious as i should be but
Here i am
Better than ever
Revived to the core
I wont be that woman    
 he last saw
I wont be the same voice
Or thesame words
Or the same anyrhing
 
-------(written on the train , listening to believer kcole)
Wow
I meet a woman yesterday who says take a deep breath and exhale for 8 seconds - 

and your stress will be gone
But my stress will only go if i believe in Allah
His love his protection these last months
Ive been alone but ive been protected and sound

____________________

electricity runs through my veins to be the something else - 

mirrors reflect a woman new 

no more boring or bored

I know 

I know that God loves me 

and that is why he tests me

I wont 

I wont 

lose his love or his love ever again

for its like a jewel

and walking lost I ahve suddenly found the arrow that says 

happiness this way...........