broken ideas

sometimes you must change your beliefs to resort to other methods that might be just more successful



you come first I come second
I miss my man
and how he makes me feel
I want to spend some and more time
ahead of time
baby I

...

am here alone and yet filled with your thoughts
that make me secure and protected
and my time here is precious even though its
...different
for here chicano is KFC
and I am ..... different
in hope I used to know mode

everyday , I swerve a little bit to the best
but my monster self tries to destroy me
wants me to.... revert to new ugly ways
like ...


not caring


but I do care


and I want to remember that

you know like I know
that I can be better
maybe even something youve never seen


or heard


and IM scared
that jasmine will be richer than me



...but I hope God will forgive me
for wanting everything better than everyone else



I hope... that hope finds her late lost soul
and one day is early again



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