aches and pains

dark and gloomy day
i still havnt stays from my ways
of ill keeping


windy and cranky
i wake up a mystery of ugliness and the inability to think
or blink
into goodness

cold and misery
like the weather
i am but another
make today


filled with aches and pains
and the sensation to do evil
to say wrong
to stir a fight
and to make eyes flare


but i promised that part of me must be tamed
and aimed to do nicer
better
I am tired


of who ive become


a woman of treason
and no reason
to do things


but I am hope
his hope
my hope
and  Iwll never giveu p


to be that person that is inside of me