repeat or first episode?

Pink, Gold, , Multi and Red
Beautifully meant
wanna be like a flower
wanna be like a geisha
wanna be like a disco
wanna be like a classic

Sudanese woman
 A European standard
An oriental tradition
A heart mending thing


Wanna be simple
creative
elegant and good

yes wanna be good
better
best
I can be

wanna be the merge of my own combination
and this secretive explanation
wanna be a seductive melting of whispers and explosions

Gold, Black, Silver and Gold
wanna be different
wondrous
treasureful
memorable

wanna silence all those days I was alone
and wanna welcome all those days i wont be


so now tell me .... will you repeat the same mistake twice? and twice plus a million times?