Eman 2,

Dear Eman,
Today I'm reminded of everything about you
I dont know why
maybe because its the sadness in my heart as I sit in the middle between an non intended trip
lonely as can be
feeling like this isnt my place
a big woman, and even bigger with remembering you
for maybe wecould have shared Doritos
and maybe we would have foughtover where to go
a sharp spear enters my heart
as noises surround me
and I am empty inside...
missing you and instantly thinking about a beautiful woman that certainly
isnt
me
but you
are you picking flowers.
are you riding horses?
are you sowing magic?
are you eating sweetly?

I dont know
but I know you're happy
God chose you for a better cause
and in that instant where only time meant nothing
I thought about where u are in that very moment
I was so alone in a white car

I miss u
I remember you
and I dont want you to see me like this

.....


how long is your hair now?
how sweet are your eyes?
how beautiful is your body>
certainly more elegant than mine
....


Dear sister
I try and compensste you but I really just missed you today and nothing would fill your space except tears


and even though i tried to sleep the memories in my mind brought me to an intervention at 2.42 as the whole world sleeps

you and I are ...together again

but wait why wont you hold my hand?
please dont let me go and hold my hand ?

eat with me and remind me of truth
just hold my hand
,.,,,,,