feeling hopeful on a hopeful day

although i feel tormented with impatience and guilt
towards god
im much better
feeliing like im finally hopeful on a hopeful day
this isnt like me to be
full of ....disorientation
im stronger than this
wiser than this
better than this
I feel pathetic
and professors of love should not be pathetic

but im feeling much better on a hopeful day
where the sun is shining and the birds are chriping and
my heart is beating corectly
for time wil tell
and i will tell time
to forgive me
and i will make allah love me again


to be continued.....