Khartoum heartbreak _ the real 2

i feel distant
i feel different
is this the same me?

I suddenly realise this is the first time im in the sky feeling so deeply in love
never have i travelled so.... heavy with emotion it may just bring the plane down
I close my eyes and hear the turbine roll and pur into vastness
there is nothing out there for miles
except stars

thousands of stars
near me
and I am far
from the only star
that i want to be near

fresh lavender
headphones
i shuffle until i find new music
beautiful music

everything falls into space
as i listen to two songs in particular
everything falls in to space
i was meant to be here to listen to these
and there is now wy i would have found them

i close my eyes
and dream of white lace and long trails
of flowers in my hair
and a pink smile
just the way he likes
i dream of golden lights and jasmine flowers
i dream of my beating heart
and perfect fingers holding each other
I dream of me
looking...... like in a dream