The Distinction 3

There are times when I dream about all that is beautiful
there are times when I am strong, super and adamant
there are times when  i am never jealous of anything, anyone, anywhere
there are times when I am healthy, young and good, simply with a good heart


But I am not consistent


I am sure the distinction is that i was not consistent
you see there are times when I feel like I didnt deserve it anyway
but there are times when I feel I wasnt given the chance

it hurts me when I see that the second point is right
I didnt deserve it anyway
because I wasnt consistent

and the same may be apparent in all aspects of my life


THE DISTINCTION IS TO BE CONSISTENT

ps I Promise I will not let them give me sympathy
I promise  I will not let anyone make me feel like I do not deserve beauty,,,, love,,,,, happinness
I promise I will not let myself down.....ever again