Lock Door 3: Ashamed

THIS DOOR IS TO BE LOCKED

Door 3: Ashamed
for many times, many years you are ashamed of a lot of things inside you, outside you, around you, within you things youve done things u ere menat to do things you forgot things you didt forget but should have

You feel ashamed a lot and everytime you walk thorugh taht door
all you see arespiderwebs heavy with images held forever in your mind
held with broken heart and feelings of - 'why did i do that - i could have done better i should have done etter i shouldnt have odone that i should have done that
i wish i did that
i wish i thought of that

I feel like im so lost walking thourgh taht door
that door is a big reduction in my progress
evreytime i walk thorugh it i have to finish a cycle and to leave end up in the start of my journey
for feeling ashamed erases feelings of happines strength hope andn love
it erases feelings of goodness and good deeds

the worst part of feeling ashamed of anything
is that its in your own hand
you are the one that could stop this one word from ever entering your life

first
 this doormust be closed
anything in the past you cannot change
you can only ask for forgiveness
more importatnly you must believe in that forgiveness

anything that you shouldnt do
dont do

anything that you must do
do and empower with kindness
not oh i have to do this boring
 no
more like
I want to do this even if hard thing
as it is important and it is worthwhile and ther is a reason behind it

like praying on time
like
 studying

I  close this door