i ask myself

I ask myself
what holds me down
answer
lack of faith
I ask myself
why lack of faith
answer
I dont know
I dont know why i have this lck of faith within me
when i once used to own myself and al that i believed in
I dont know the answer
all i know is that im unhappy
and very out of touch with myself
and waht i am
and waht i want
i think god
has given me this time to think about it
when he didnt give the time to others///////