no more obsessions

Yeah, fasting is medicine
beautiful medicine
amazing love
and true patience

fasting is a present and a virtue God gave us

I think to myself
pray
pray for what you want
don'tdream of it
pray for it

Ithink
what you pray for is always near
for God is kind
god is merciful
god is forgiving

I think
what is it that I want
for a while i forgot

actually for a long time i forgot

and now
its all coming back to me
because
ive stopped hypnotising myself
im untolerated to madness
and im calm

its all coming back to me because my
i can actually hear my thoughts and
ic an actually hear my heartbreats
and i let myself
fear
i let myself damage
i let myself


heal

i think
this feels right
debt must be paid
god must be feared
but god must be loved

i think
how can i expect love
when i havnt even been loving God
its l ike asking for an A in an exam when you dont even know what the exam is on
No that is wrong
for an A in anything
inluding God love
you must try
you must do the work

and yes be happy in themiddle of it
but you must do the work
and you must love patience

for patience is beautiful
patience is strong
like a warrior
to help you win anything you want