morning ideas

There is a battle going on and even though Iwant to win it in a day I know i cannot but I know that I can win this battle so I need patience virtue honesty and pride good judgement and strength

Dear God, please give me the 


strength to wake up
strength to stay on
strength to recover
strength to not feel humiliated
strength to not want what you do not have so much
strength for health
strength to study
strength to fall in love ...............

yeah but you needto work at it too
you need to work at it
and think of it as your project

now one year ago did u think you wouldbe here ///..no
and now youre here you are taking it fr granted

Iam not asking you to forget anything Im asking you to remember

can you not have it all?
Do you not want it all?

..............Do they not deserve better?

Does she not deserve better .....from you