let me tell you

let me tell you the reason for my ipmurities

living a dream and faking my realities

broken in half and letting all goodness seep

i weep i weep i weep

let me ask myself 

why it is so

why is it so hard for me to go

where it is i want to be

or is it just becausae i cannot see

so i do not believe

unless i see

i do not believe

let me tell you what i want

i want....

the woman inside me to grow

and take control ofthis broken show

and stop this misery

this trackless flow

of shadow

let me tell you what it is i see

a woman so lost she is in the centre of darkness

although she knows the way out

she takes the route of mess

and then she cries

and cries