Monthly Discovery - February minus one

 Since today is thefirst of february and i have totally destroyed this day there is nothing worse for me to become but from tomoro
everyday minus one day
Everyday .....i will wake up on time for alsubuh
Everyday I will say 1000 istigfars thats 100 10 times
I will only ope n facebook once a day for 20 minutes
I will play guitar  for one hour only each day
Everyday for half an hour I am going to be sad worry fear ger angry and then after that half hour goes I will forget every emotion like that and live without sadness worry anger
I Think things haveto change
I think I have to change
but forwards


forwards