I feel sick from the fingers

I feel sick

from the heart up and down

today I filled myself with emptiness and then more

I disrespected the respected glory of life

I gave myself away

I feel sick from the mind forever

like I thought for nothing 

like I lived for nothing

like I did nothing

I feel sick from the waist up and down

getting ever so bloated with mistakes

going backwards never forwards

I feel sick from the broken upwards

shattered and tormented by myself downwards

always downwards

always lost always full but empty 

i cannot think I cannot do

 Icannot breathe

 Icannot desire or retire into anything favouring

I am afraid to get sick for I feel sick 

I feel sick from the eye outward

I feel sick from the typing inwards

I feel sick from my stomach all wards