ya allaH!

Ya allah!
I am sad
I am so very sad
I feel like I am being hypnotised away from you
I hate this trait
I remember you when it is too late

Ya allah!
I cannot do this anymore
be a person who doesnt think of you
be a girl lost without you
be a woman growing without your guiddance

Ya allah!
I am breaking
losing myself day by day
looking at myself in th mirror and seeing ugliness

is this how  you see me?

Ya allah
sometimes I do not know what to do
 Ifeel terrible I just want to bring back tme
its turning too late
one day it will be too late
and I do not want that day to come

Ya allah!
save me
I beg you save me
something is stopping me
something is pulling me
something is changing me

Ya allah!
take me back to a time I am yours
this is the true love story
I am yours
and you are mine

Ya allah
bring me back to day from that day
let me skip all that terrible failure i have become

Ya allah
save me
please save me!
Ibeg you look at me
but dont hate me
dont detest me
but sorse
dont take all the fiath you gave me
I knwo I am not worthy
but if you help me somehow I will become worthy

Ya allah!
save me
plese I beg you save me