Today is too straight 1

I want to bend my life into existence

Stretch it out of boredom

dance the world away

I want to become a different creature

an interesting kind

I want to become 

something else

I want to change rapidly

I want to change dramatically

I want to feel differently

I want to draw circles around the x's

I want to turn and miss the bad spots

I want to glide and reach the good part within me

I want to look beautiful

not because i look but because I feel

beautiful