5 - 1.5

I may have lost the war but I have not lost the battle
I may have been close to losingbut there is one place one time where I Will win
I know I will
I know I can
I know there's a way
just like theres a way calm the soul from evil
to pour coldwater over it and freeze the bad
to shiver instead of burn
to feel cold instead of heat
to let your body exchange temperatures and minus the pain instead of overload the agony
to try a little by little never to succumb to the pressure the tension and the remorse
I will succeeed one day fully
one day I will fully succeed
one day  I will make it
one day I will be so strong that I will never doubt myself
that I Will never slip
today I slipped but I didnT reach the bottom
today I fell but I didnt fall to the end
today I turned to darknss but turned back before the tunnel closed behind me
today I opened the door and I made a choice and for that I eat back a bit of strength
from the accummulation of weakness
today.......I made it ....slightly alive