Starting again_ what is it that you truly want ?

I must be clear about this Question and when I know the answers I must be clear about them too - their is no fooling about anymore - I asked myself on the bus/the underground/ all the way home
What is it that I truly want? why did I do this or that ? why am I doing this now or in the future ?
No answers - Just mess

The answers are not all ready still  but one for Sure is
I truly want to be faithful to God -

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