just one week from Ramadan

I am in a much smaller room but a much wider meaning
a much bigger heart in a strange capacity
I'm so tired yet feel fulfilled
my feet ache I'm so sleepy but cannot sleep

I hear planes outside
the sound of the city
queit mixed with attitude
my mind is jolted into tommorrow
the present has  run by so fast
I can still remember the first day
of anything

and here i am .....lost but under control
I thank you God for all you have done and the thoughts you hav given me
only one week from  Ramadan and its feels a year
so different life is from the beautiful time awway from the bad and ugly in this world


so i promise to keep my wolrd beautiful
Ya Rab I am here for you
help me protect what is yours and you have offered me
protect me ya rab first from me then from others Ya Rab