Iwipe my heart from the whispers of insanity
time and time again but now time is worthwhile
simple things are precious and so life has meaning
life has beauty
today I prepare my life with Love
with patience
with meaning to be set free
I ask God to forgive me
and it makes sense
all I 've done
needs to be forgiven
All I've seen
needs to be forgotten
all I've heard needs to be fasted away.........
and so today is the first .....clean away
of dirt in the soul and pain in the mind
of twists of identity and breaks that I find
I find - all these breaks every second now that I have time to think .......
I find terribl ideas that have harvested within me
grown and grown until they have darkened any door to paradise
until today when I look all i see is thorns
thorns of my mistakes thorns of my weaknesses thorns of my disgust thorns of my impatience my slugishness
and the more I look the more I see
I see how I've left myself behind to get pricked my all these uncut thorns
I see how Ive left myself fall - call and not be heard
I see how I've left myself behind and stopped taking care of myself
and so today is day 1 and all I see is ......How raw I really am
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