So happy,so so happy its in the small things you thought were big.....

I feel reborn
i have been mean and God has been kind
God has been true and I have lied
lets start over - give me back my wings and help me defeat the world, my world, dear invention of trust and bravery
I know that this will hurt you but you have been a broken failure like a broken record
whining and whining
I was too blind to find - all that was kind in you and what you gave me

I'm tired about fighting about the same old things
things that taste salty and bitter
even things that taste sweet I fought about the level of sweetness involved
maybe its over maybe we're through
I will no longer pretend
 I will no longer settle

 i honestly can say I am still a muslim I am still in love with you my faith
love letter crazy love letter frenzy
I wish I had more fingers to type my love for you forver and ever
and i know I have reduced to you a crippled outlaw in my life I have forgotten you betrayed you and now I come to you
a lost long lover asking for your forgiveness and love
i love you
i guess people who love each other
do good things for each other
people who need each other
save each other

You did that for me
you looked out for me
you saved me
you protected me
you made me healthy and happy
and I didnt give you anything
so you must really love me
but I promise
I promise
I am new ..........
I will give love my wings the wings it needs to fly and reach you and show you how much I truly care
and how I truly will never dare to defy you again