it's time for change......

it's time for change
i'm tired of staying the same
sugar is sweet
but life is sweeter
pleasure is pain
God is not in vain
regret is unmanagable
fury is deceitful
time is running out
it's time for change
words have meaning
surrendering to the wrong
and looking at the past
for one last moment
body aching
memories full
it's time for change
but I will get beaten
this is stronger than me
.........sssshhhhhh
not that is love
forget the touch
of misery
and commisseration
and start the world
your world
without what makes you sick
......ssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the thump in your body must stop
it's time for change
disconnection
from impurity
I am not going there again
impure
fingers hurting from typing
and others
it's time for change
respect
time is running out
its time to respect the time that is running out
and even though i once sat on that bench watching the river and feeling like my world will never end
the picture now does not have me and my world will end
it will end
i will oneday be accounted for
I will one day be asked
be questioned
be given ....a sentence
.............
it's time for change