Sunday, April 17, 2011

I hate the ending_ the void of my time


hmmm
i go to sleep dissapointed for the story was not created by God
I do not like the end I would have ended it like this
I think ; everytime I am dissapointed
the endings are always always optional for me, always wrong for me
whynot like this?
why not end like this
why like this now ?
i hate it
i go to sleep dissapointed
why am I spending my time in other peoples lives?
in a way that i forget mine
in a way that I am not preoccupied with mine
I am in love with other peoples stories
yet i hate the ending
I always hate the end
but true life is not like that
I am living everyday one more episode of my life
everyday I am adding to the story
everyday the series goes on
I do not know and I will never know what is going to happen
I do not know and i will never know how it will end
until the end
one day
and I know i will never be dissapointed
because it is what God wants for me
this will be my story
not anybody elses..............
this iwll be my details and my heartbreak and happiness
not anybody elses
my sirens of life
my ignorance into death and love
my bliss into hope
my faith into being
my soul into forgiveness
my heart into time
my destiny into his
my fate into mine
my age into space
my eyes into shape
..............

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