I am.... the

I re think my strategies time and time again

If I was at war ( which I am) I Would have been killed a long time ago

my defences low

my determination slow

yet my dreams...

my dreams are wild and explicit

my dreams are large and grand

my dreams.... demand _ something so big of me

I evaluate my position

and list all my suscpicions

of people that break me

I can only find one

ME

I write my problems

I can only find one

ME

I wonder about everytrhing

how I look from the outside

and does the inside ugliness show

I think how I Feel

how do I feel

so many emotinos a day

I am so many women

so many good and bad

I am the strong one

the kind one

the broken one

the lustful one

the taken one

the uncourageous one
the stupid one

the hypnotised one
the weak one
the broken one
 the evil one
the suspended one
the remorseful one
the smart one
the dumb one
the terrible one
the unexplainable one
the unapproachalbe one

the falling one
the fallen one
the soundless one
the jealous one the envious one
the scanty one
the scrapy one
the monster one
the angry one
the big one
the nasty one
the ugly one the I cannot stop one
the I cannot do this one
the I am sad one
the let me runaway one
the I cant recover one