re- beginning

A lot of things in my mind

but only one thing is clear

I love my life

and I love who I am

and I want to help myself

not make it worse

not make it any harder

I just want to love myself

I dont want to follow anybody

just myself

I mean

no one should affect mei f I dont want them to

no more cold

for I need to thaw out all this fighting with myself

no more heat

for I want to cool all this pain ive been hiding

no more lust

for i want to hold all this passion im creating

for something big

for something great

for something amazing

even I dont know what it is

but I know its there