Lost champion

U
sit back and let the world take your hard work and your talent
watching yourself get beaten because you have not practised or because you have not tried
suddenly what you used to do so easily
gets so difficult
suddenly who you are becomes meaningless
suddenly you are vulnerable to all

U start to feel the weakness inside but you are still too fuelled to lose
For a while you have enough of past fuel to let you run into suspension
for a while people are afraid of you, devils don't know how to atack you and even though you are losing
there is still a chance

will you take that chance though?
will you fight until the end
will you think of new ways so you do not get beaten
or will you drop and cry
will you take it badly so bad you cannot breathe more energy
you cannot think of new life for death has consumed you


I fear I was a champion
I knew what to do with who I am and most importantly
I believed
I knew I believed
I had no fear of ever losing that belief

Now
have I become a broken champion
have I just let all my soul go to waste
Lost champion where do I go?