I...must say sorry

I scrape to escape with my fingernails the sound of my frustrations

my insides scream for a resolution that I know I just will not find

not now

but my mind acts stubbornly to carress my deepest fears

my heart attempts blindly to recover the insanity of future proposals

details integrate into disintegrated pain

I am looking over my shoulder and over the stars for this

I am looking about my life and into the clouds to see

fog

white smoke natural sets into my neighbour hood

whisking me with romantic embedded cold

I am

frozen

with minus 6 degress of new year questions

with

anxiety

with...Love

this is int love

this is ...unknown

untitled

strange

I've been

strange

I've been cunningly beautiful

I've been plaited with dreams

each strand .....

getting it wrong