Closure

I truly believe the universe moved for me to read those words that day

I truly believe I flew all around that same universe to see fabric hidden of something dark and dispersed contained behind millions and millions of little secret build ups of provisional traditions and

Love

I truly believe / \I felt pain, I felt distraction from order, I felt disbelief so much and so bad that I threw it out

I threw out any evidence and prayed - for that would and could be , the only thing available to give me closure

but this case, these thoughts are never going to close

no matter how hard I try

it is always in the back of my mind

everytime I try forget

my heart twinges

and my soul fringes

and the past and the efforts of twisted fate and bad destiny deep in my body cringes

I dont know

I truly believe everything happens for a reason

but I don't know

where and when is the reason

I hope I find closure , without it closing