I never usually 5

They make me go crazy

Ive never been crazy like this before

I never usually plot dreams like this

or think of imaginations of these depth and wires

im electrically connected so bad to this awakening of a fantasy

a solid fantsasy

a solid temble that shakes the earth i walk on

the reality i step on is now consumed by my footsteps of love to love

my eyes fall to create love

my face to look like love

my heart to think of love

no, true love

you see, I used to think of so many things before just ... a few days ago

and now...

I think like a million years have passed

I dream of a simple sweetness

that is making me breathe differently...

and talk strangely

and become ...a different person

I

am scared

I never usually am so scared

But I am

I am scared of being so true

I am scared of being so ... addicted

for since when was addiction good?

or safe

but then again

I dont want safe

I dont want easy

I want....