Just...

Love befuddled

Romantic hypnotisation

Strange combination

of loving you... not wanting you... not knowing you... believing in you... dreaming of you... so knowing you... but losing you...

I tell my dreams that one day they will come true - as promises bloom and pain is banished into a prison far away from the paradise of chocolate love -

With fantasies puzzled

I see so many mistakes in my own thoughts knowing they should be reattached and manufactured, recontoured and pampered into thoughts agonised with reality - because reality is the selling newspaper

Guilty imagination

To be with you always ... to know you stand by me... because I stand by you - like this whispered advance into a chance of capturing your heart

If you could know

If I could show

All the hidden mysteries u havnt even discovered - all the soft tales still uncovered - all the magnifications undeveloped all the inspirations unflowered

but they tell me it doesnt happen like that - i know it can never be like that - its been proven nothing works right that way - i have seen that everything goes stop before play -

they know that love needs visits of shaping (visits of creating)

i dont spell out what love means to me

its too out of shape (like me) for me

i cant confine it into the small insanity in my mind

i cant reduce it into an equation i can find ---- understandable

so it remains un do able

the solution for me -