The 6th sense _ expansion

I stood up my love on the curb of impatience

Completely forgetting my time I should have spent understanding what love wanted me to do, I ran into the craziness of a dream and took a blind motorways fast imagination. It looked perfect, it looked like a 6th sense expansion – that I felt I knew what I was doing – and that this is what I wanted –

But this is not what I want – I want something else – the drum roll drives my head insane – what is the end of this musical fantasia of an unrealistic reality – for the first time I’m stuck with something I’ve dreamed plunged into the opening of a gaping hole of realness.

It got me thinking …. Are dreams really what you always want? I can’t believe that I secretly wish it was taken back – that secretly It would dissolve back into the crevices of my sleep – because there it was the best thing that could ever happen to me, it was the joy that broke all terror away – but now it is the nightmare that I can only dare to accept –
Slowly my lips slow their roll and divide to take in air of cold cold realization – this now

Realistic Dream
Is confusing me and making me Scared
Its changing me and breaking my Truth

I know that I’m forgetting the depth of my souls inner identity, the sixth sense inside me gurgles to shout that this is an upcoming problem – this is a defect that is surging in the volcano of your life – don’t leave it erupt and its too late to save anything from your room of feelings- what would you take if you could evacuate? – If you just knew it was going to turn out into a huge big deathly disaster – what would you take?

My fingertips stare blank, my eyes distance their concentration on a small speckle of latitudinal expectancy – how I wish I could do what I tell myself to do – if I could run – I would not forget to bring my sanity –

Sane – stay sane – is the main – way you can interpret anything – if I had sanity in my pocket runaway – I could be sane enough to leave the circle I’ve been pushed into – enter somewhere I am used to and react with special need to my heart –

I know deep inside me that if I think straight just for a while – I could get the bigger picture – the 6th sense expansion –