Through a paradise stairs of my dreams

Hurt through waves of lives gone by
Its all left my eyes go dry
Saying love is only ok
Heartbeats spilled by lost balanced footsteps
Broken by tears too heavy for my soul
Split through a time too crazy to hear my call

Afraid from trust so clean with fear
Worried about loving with a key of dangled tears
That opens the way to crimson lost darkness
Closing the touch to a heart felt – beat

Through a paradise stairs of my dreams are strung flowers with petals honeyed with a journey to the stars sprinkling though the sky floating to an eternity where suddenly …. A transparent reality releases from gravity and plummets attracted by my sorrow.

Thought - silently erupting though me as I - motionless as can be – Try and whisper the madness of love that gushes over me when I think of you – Just your name becomes a waterfall for crashing fantasy – your face like the twin of my identity – your breath, ways and core – like something I should be…. Near –

But ‘Near’ is not the shape of our connection - Understanding which is broken into caring which is further broken into Love – is not the right grammar - You have taught me nothing but feeling you don’t feel anything – I have learned everything but learning I could ever tell you when I need you – and the story continues… continues to fall out of love.

Remembering the sound of feeling onceEchoing the shadow of glittering emotionWaking to your forgotten devotionSleeping to a memory that will forever corrode… but will forever explode... Through a paradise stairs of my dreams… and so on........