Monday, April 12, 2021
one day before Ramadan_living in worry and fantasy
8) Pisces
Pisces don't like working hard
Pisces want to be more active and driven but there’s too much going on in their lives for them to stay focused. Of course, they have some inner grit but worries and fantasy take hold of their imaginations too often for them to remain motivated about working. They see themselves as victims of circumstance rather than just being lazy.
And it is very true
even reading the horoscope has allowed me to not guilt myself for not praying ontime and concentrating on the awkward
sure its a matter of everything happening to me not by me
but being a victim or feeling as such is nothing more than a crutch
than a crumbled foil with nothing in it
nothing more than throwing yourself out to the dogs....
one day before Ramadan and im a mess
im all wrong
im unhappy with how i look
im unhappy with my thoughts and actions
im unhappy with my inability to continue things i want and dream
im unhappy with my lack of patience
im unhappy with my attitude towards myself first , then others
i dont see the best in me at all as its just covered in mud
in dirt
in turmoil
in lack of concentration
worries and fantasy is right
its exactly me
all i do is live in worry and fantasy